stephen goswami
May 4th 2009, 09:08 AM
Blood relations destroy; spiritual relation saves.
My history professor father was an avowed atheist, preaching that in class, family and among friends. He said that there is no God, soul and afterlife. This produced suicidal depression in me. Then, why continue this meaningless miserable existence? So in childhood I often contemplated suicide whenever disciplined. But others said suicide is sin and the eternal soul suffers for it after suicide.
So, to save my soul, I fled home at 12 years age to enter a Hindu monastery. But learning from their scripture, that gods committed suicide at the end, my depression deepened. I came back home and searched in other religions. Father also held his tongue in check.
I found Muslim’s Allah also orders suicide. Almost at the verge of insanity I found Christ through some Christian preachers- one Indian and one European. They saved me by connecting me to Heavenly Father and Christ, 50 years ago. Eventually only about one year ago I brought by father and atheist uncle to Christ before their recent death. My agnostic mother also believes in Christ now. Freedom from the bondage of family by the power of Christ enabled me to serve them and others best.
So Christ refused to see his mother saying that his real mother, brother and sisters are the spiritual ones who obey Heavenly Father. So he saved his mother at the cross by separating her from the blood relatives. Now I am trying to save those, degenerated by their family, society and religions by connecting them to Christ.
Now families are worse than before. Contraceptives, Viagra, abortion etc have turned them worse child killers. They are engrossed in watching the mass media promoted sex and violence in the devil’s box. So coming mentally apart from family and society like Abraham we should establish relationship with Christ and other Christ- followers here and in Heaven. That celibate I am doing for 45 years. Holy Spirit helped me to find the few Christ-followers here among the mass of nominal "Christians" and the right saints among the community of saints.
My history professor father was an avowed atheist, preaching that in class, family and among friends. He said that there is no God, soul and afterlife. This produced suicidal depression in me. Then, why continue this meaningless miserable existence? So in childhood I often contemplated suicide whenever disciplined. But others said suicide is sin and the eternal soul suffers for it after suicide.
So, to save my soul, I fled home at 12 years age to enter a Hindu monastery. But learning from their scripture, that gods committed suicide at the end, my depression deepened. I came back home and searched in other religions. Father also held his tongue in check.
I found Muslim’s Allah also orders suicide. Almost at the verge of insanity I found Christ through some Christian preachers- one Indian and one European. They saved me by connecting me to Heavenly Father and Christ, 50 years ago. Eventually only about one year ago I brought by father and atheist uncle to Christ before their recent death. My agnostic mother also believes in Christ now. Freedom from the bondage of family by the power of Christ enabled me to serve them and others best.
So Christ refused to see his mother saying that his real mother, brother and sisters are the spiritual ones who obey Heavenly Father. So he saved his mother at the cross by separating her from the blood relatives. Now I am trying to save those, degenerated by their family, society and religions by connecting them to Christ.
Now families are worse than before. Contraceptives, Viagra, abortion etc have turned them worse child killers. They are engrossed in watching the mass media promoted sex and violence in the devil’s box. So coming mentally apart from family and society like Abraham we should establish relationship with Christ and other Christ- followers here and in Heaven. That celibate I am doing for 45 years. Holy Spirit helped me to find the few Christ-followers here among the mass of nominal "Christians" and the right saints among the community of saints.