I thought it had to do with admitting one is helpless and in need of a Savior. Some adults might not have the humility to admit that they need help....
Ox, you really do need help. Seriously. You need to examine your actions from the past several months with complete honesty and humility, preferably...
What obstruction? If the exec doesn't want to play he doesn't have to - absent valid subpoenas. And when the 'request letters' were tested in court -...