I'm sure that this odd feeling I have about a decision I'm about to make is purely a result of my excessive worrying...and I've had odd urges before that I wondered if they were inspired or not (like throwing my phone in front of a bus, closing my eyes while driving, pulling a knife on someone, etc. happily, I can say I realized that was absurd and didn't go through with any), but I still can't help but wonder: is it God's will I don't do this? (If I do it, its perfectly moral and I'm sure it'll benefit everyone involved, as everyone involved wants it to occur).
Any help would be deeply appreciated by this worrying mind!