Lord I pray that my family may come to see how empty they are without you. Their pessimism, aestheticism, and rather bad theology will only be fixed by having your holy spirit fill their hearts. I pray that they may have hearts of flesh and not stone. Eyes that see. They are in despair and are not even aware of it. They hide behind pleasure or philosophical mumblings avoiding the existential danger of human finitude. Jesus only you can help them. I do try to be an example to them by living hard as it is as a christian. I will not lie I have failed at times , but you are there. They need you lord.