I'm still tentative, still prone to mild panic, still have a long way to go...
... but I'm increasingly feeling more confident that things have turned around. oddly, big things - like getting my disability - didn't help my feelings as much as the little ones. Little things as life returns to what had been normal.
I figured out that the mattress was too soft. Sleeping on a board for the last week or so has been great - I don't wake up with my whole body hurting.
I worked out a plan of attack to deal with some of the remaining issues. So far, I'm not having any trouble wanting to stick with it.
Today, I got internet service (and roku, I think - haven't messed with it yet) - I'd gotten so tired of going out every day to post that I bought a hotspot, but the data plans cost too much to use extensively. Now I can browse all I like - and can start building my blogs more seriously.
Still a long way to go - but I think we're finally coming out of the woods.
God is soooooooooooo good!
... but I'm increasingly feeling more confident that things have turned around. oddly, big things - like getting my disability - didn't help my feelings as much as the little ones. Little things as life returns to what had been normal.
I figured out that the mattress was too soft. Sleeping on a board for the last week or so has been great - I don't wake up with my whole body hurting.
I worked out a plan of attack to deal with some of the remaining issues. So far, I'm not having any trouble wanting to stick with it.
Today, I got internet service (and roku, I think - haven't messed with it yet) - I'd gotten so tired of going out every day to post that I bought a hotspot, but the data plans cost too much to use extensively. Now I can browse all I like - and can start building my blogs more seriously.
Still a long way to go - but I think we're finally coming out of the woods.
God is soooooooooooo good!
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