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Is there a danger to putting our best foot forward? Let's plunge into the Deeper Waters and find out.
This is the kind of post that is really hard to write. It's because I know there are some readers who will be shocked to realize some things about me, but I hope that if they do, it will bring them comfort. I know I am an answer man to many, but there are many times that I have my own struggles and those are often with the Christian walk.
Sometimes I think we overdo how it is. I know many people who have rich and vibrant prayer lives. I don't deny that for a moment. For me, this is an honest struggle. I have a very hard time with prayer. It could be because of my Aspergers. It's hard enough to talk to a person. Make that person divine and in fact a being who is tri-personal and it becomes even more difficult. I more often do minute prayers than long extended prayer times. I find it hard to know what it means to wrestle in prayer for someone. If that's you, excellent. Not knocking you. I am better at brief prayers throughout the day.*
Sometimes I see Christians talking about their Bible study and how awesome it is every day. God just shows them something new that they hadn't seen before. If that's you, excellent, but I wonder if I'm more like other Christians want to admit. Sometimes, you're just reading the text. You don't get anything immediately. Maybe you can make a connection. Honestly, I seem to get more just doing my nightly Bible reading with my wife. I read it out loud for us together and sometimes I do get things that way.*
Church services can be outright boring to me. I've grown tired of preachers who just give a text and jump straight to an application and Christianity is all about just being a good person. This doesn't even get to the music. The music part to me seems more like a concert. I don't really relate and I can't remember the last time I sang along. It's all too awkward for me.*
Sometimes I think we put forward a position where we shouldn't struggle in the church and our lives are full of joy abundantly. Excuse me, but I know I'm rarely at that level. Many times when I am in a crisis, I find it hard to follow James and count all things joy. If anything, I can find myself lashing out at God and accusing Him and asking Him if He remembers His promises or if He even cares about the suffering going on.
Yet when I read the Psalms, I wonder if I'm not the odd one out. The Psalmists seemed to do that a lot. It's strange that the question the Psalmists normally had was not if the people remembered the covenant, but if God remembered it.
We seem to have this attitude in the church that if we put forward an image of our lives being less than perfect, there's something wrong with us. We're not fooling anyone. Being a Christian doesn't mean you're free of struggles. Sometimes a good worship service shouldn't leave you feeling happy. It should leave you feeling miserable with the conviction of sin. (This doesn't deny that you could have happiness when you realize grace and forgiveness.)
1 in 3 men are said to struggle with pornography in the church, yet how often at a church service do you hear guys sharing that with other guys? It's almost like we want to treat sin as if it's not really real. Our messages at church are more self-help and can be found in any episode of Dr. Phil more often. You won't get the Biblical text from him, but many times the messages are awfully similar.*
Maybe also this idea of putting forth this image is damaging. It damages new Christians who think there's something wrong with them and it bewilders skeptics who think we don't take life seriously. Christianity is just a feel-good religion to them. I try to tell them sometimes being a good Christian will mean you feel miserable. You feel the evil in the world or you feel the weight of your own sin or anything else.*
I fear we can present the Christian life as just one amazing experience after another. I doubt that's what it's really like for most people. On the other hand, some could say I am guilty of intellectualizing matters and focusing too much on that area. They could also be right. Could it be like in most other cases, moderation is what is needed? Maybe the middle ground.
I conclude this wondering what your thoughts are. Maybe you're out there thinking you agree with me and there's too much show in our personal lives and very little grow. Maybe you think I'm way off base and want to tell why. Comments are always open. Let me know.
In Christ,
Nick Peters
The text can be found here.
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Is there a danger to putting our best foot forward? Let's plunge into the Deeper Waters and find out.
This is the kind of post that is really hard to write. It's because I know there are some readers who will be shocked to realize some things about me, but I hope that if they do, it will bring them comfort. I know I am an answer man to many, but there are many times that I have my own struggles and those are often with the Christian walk.
Sometimes I think we overdo how it is. I know many people who have rich and vibrant prayer lives. I don't deny that for a moment. For me, this is an honest struggle. I have a very hard time with prayer. It could be because of my Aspergers. It's hard enough to talk to a person. Make that person divine and in fact a being who is tri-personal and it becomes even more difficult. I more often do minute prayers than long extended prayer times. I find it hard to know what it means to wrestle in prayer for someone. If that's you, excellent. Not knocking you. I am better at brief prayers throughout the day.*
Sometimes I see Christians talking about their Bible study and how awesome it is every day. God just shows them something new that they hadn't seen before. If that's you, excellent, but I wonder if I'm more like other Christians want to admit. Sometimes, you're just reading the text. You don't get anything immediately. Maybe you can make a connection. Honestly, I seem to get more just doing my nightly Bible reading with my wife. I read it out loud for us together and sometimes I do get things that way.*
Church services can be outright boring to me. I've grown tired of preachers who just give a text and jump straight to an application and Christianity is all about just being a good person. This doesn't even get to the music. The music part to me seems more like a concert. I don't really relate and I can't remember the last time I sang along. It's all too awkward for me.*
Sometimes I think we put forward a position where we shouldn't struggle in the church and our lives are full of joy abundantly. Excuse me, but I know I'm rarely at that level. Many times when I am in a crisis, I find it hard to follow James and count all things joy. If anything, I can find myself lashing out at God and accusing Him and asking Him if He remembers His promises or if He even cares about the suffering going on.
Yet when I read the Psalms, I wonder if I'm not the odd one out. The Psalmists seemed to do that a lot. It's strange that the question the Psalmists normally had was not if the people remembered the covenant, but if God remembered it.
We seem to have this attitude in the church that if we put forward an image of our lives being less than perfect, there's something wrong with us. We're not fooling anyone. Being a Christian doesn't mean you're free of struggles. Sometimes a good worship service shouldn't leave you feeling happy. It should leave you feeling miserable with the conviction of sin. (This doesn't deny that you could have happiness when you realize grace and forgiveness.)
1 in 3 men are said to struggle with pornography in the church, yet how often at a church service do you hear guys sharing that with other guys? It's almost like we want to treat sin as if it's not really real. Our messages at church are more self-help and can be found in any episode of Dr. Phil more often. You won't get the Biblical text from him, but many times the messages are awfully similar.*
Maybe also this idea of putting forth this image is damaging. It damages new Christians who think there's something wrong with them and it bewilders skeptics who think we don't take life seriously. Christianity is just a feel-good religion to them. I try to tell them sometimes being a good Christian will mean you feel miserable. You feel the evil in the world or you feel the weight of your own sin or anything else.*
I fear we can present the Christian life as just one amazing experience after another. I doubt that's what it's really like for most people. On the other hand, some could say I am guilty of intellectualizing matters and focusing too much on that area. They could also be right. Could it be like in most other cases, moderation is what is needed? Maybe the middle ground.
I conclude this wondering what your thoughts are. Maybe you're out there thinking you agree with me and there's too much show in our personal lives and very little grow. Maybe you think I'm way off base and want to tell why. Comments are always open. Let me know.
In Christ,
Nick Peters
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