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    Mistakes have been made.

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    What does it take to learn from mistakes? Let's plunge into the Deeper Waters and find out.

    My wife and I have for a year or two gone to therapy together. It's not because of marriage troubles per se, but because I spoke somewhere once and a lady in the audience really liked my story on disabilities and offered to work with us. It was a free offer and we took her up on it.

    One of the things I've tried to do is be a good husband and I've prided myself as one who has reached that goal. Generally, my wife, Allie, would agree with this. She would tell you I am a kind and loving man. That does not mean I am not without my faults. Of course, that's not a shock. No one can be a perfect husband or wife.

    Yet yesterday in therapy, my own mistakes came out. That was that in some ways, I have been neglectful of her. Some might wonder how that can be. Don't I post six days a week on Facebook about how much I love her? Don't I regularly dote on her?

    It's possible to do those things and be neglectful.

    What happened is one of my love languages with Allie is physical touch and I tend to want to be with her so much I can smother her and it turns her off. I wind up getting frustrated and we're both disappointed. Sometimes Allie just wants to talk and I don't do it so well and that's because I've been focused on my own needs.

    The sad message my wife has got from that is that I only care about her for her body and that's it. Now that is not to say that my desires are wrong, but I have been looking for my own desires first and not focusing on her own desires. It has been an insistence on myself at the expense of hers.

    What is important to realize for me now is that Allie does want to meet the desires that I have, but it has to be a two-way street. It's the secret that if in a marriage either of you focus on your own needs, both parties will be hurt somehow. If you focus on the needs of your spouse, both of you will be happy.

    Let's just say the car ride home yesterday afternoon was very apologetic on my part. It was turning off the radio and apologizing to Allie for everything I could. It's also realizing that sometimes Allie expresses something hurtful. The sad thing is it hurts me when she says it and hurt people hurt people. I can get defensive with anger and sarcasm. Anger might not always be wrong. The question is what I do with it. Allie has told me she would accept if I get really angry if I just say, "I need some time to myself" and then come back later when I've cooled down some more.

    I also have some men in my life that I have talked to and while they know me in person, one of them sees us on a regular basis. I have urged them to check with me and hold me accountable. I plan on sharing such with my Celebrate Recovery men's group as well. In turn, Allie is also realizing things she has to work on and is trying to do such. We both have to. It's part of being the best for one another.

    So why would I share this as a post that's publicly humiliating for me? First off, it would be delusional to think that I cannot dare present a flaw in myself because my readers have to see me as perfect. The only perfect human being ever was crucified and is now reigning in Heaven.

    Second, in sharing this, I am publicly stating what I want to be better. My own readers can then be watchful at times. Anyone could even go and ask Allie if I'm doing the things I need to be doing.

    Third, because this is a good way to ask for prayer too. Allie and I are on a journey and we both want to have a great marriage. We both have some learning to do. I think I know a lot, but I don't know all that I ought.

    Fourth, I hope this is inspirational for others. I think some men could be out there and realizing their mistake and maybe even showing this to their wives who will say, "He's right. You have the same problem." Maybe this will help other marriages out there.

    And of course, I love my wife greatly. I cannot picture a world without her as she is my beacon of sanity in a world of craziness. She is one who gives me joy every day and sadly, I have apparently not been doing the same for her and I hope to do better.

    Thank you for reading.

    In Christ,
    Nick Peters

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    er for Allie and you on your journey.
    3 For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, 4 that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures --1 Corinthians 15:3-4 (borrowed with gratitude from 37818's sig)

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