Ive known what the WORD of God has said for some time now. Have i followed the WORD? No, i have not. Do i love God with all my heart? Id like to think so. So why dont i do as He tells me to do? I really dont get it. Found a clipboard in my draw. On the back of that clipboard i wrote i will not drink again. Signed it and put down a date. Year 1996! Its 2014 and im still drinkin. All you guys and gals that took the time to talk to me about keeping Gods 10 i thank you. Including His sabbath. I believe im sure about that. Theres also somethin in Romans about pre destination. I hope im reading that wrong. I do wanna say that even though im walkin in sin {do to the drinkin} I feal im not alone. I feel as though {in my mind} that Christ is in me. When i wake and as i live the day. Am i decieved? I truley hope not. I always bring this to mind when im not sure. Hope that is seen is not of hope. Im 63 years old. I smoke 2 and a half packs of cigs a day. I drink a half a quart of vodka a day. Does God love me today? Will He love me tommorrow {if i quit those things of the flesh}.
I am such a fool. An idiot! A Pharasee!
I am such a fool. An idiot! A Pharasee!
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