What Happens When You Take the Blinders Off?
I'm starting to think TheologyWeb can be dangerous to a person's spiritual health. As much fun as it is, I think I'd be hesitant to recommend it to anyone who wasn't mature in their faith.
I joined TWeb in July and since then have been on several dangerous adventures here. I'm currently crippled from one of them, hoping for a full recovery :)
Unlike ever before, it now seems to me that there are basically
two kinds of Christians, when it comes to controversial issues related to the faith.
There are those who follow Scripture in every way and essentially ignore all secular information to the contrary -
they keep the blinders ON.
And there are those who seek to understand secular science, biblical criticism, etc. -
they take the blinders OFF.
This second group - which I joined recently - inevitably ends up going on some bumpy rides, trying to figure it all out...
I was wondering how many others - in this second group - have been down similar paths, either here at TWeb or through other means?
Did you end up leaving the faith, becoming neutralized in your faith, or becoming stronger in your faith?
Can you describe the process, the quandries you found yourself in, and how you got through them or were changed because of them?
Below is a message I just sent to Dr. Norman Geisler, a prominent Christian apologist. I doubt that I'll recieve any kind of satisfactory response (and I don't even know what would be satisfactory), but I'll probably keep sending it to apologists until I at least make some progress in coming to terms with life AFTER taking the blinders off...
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Dear Dr. Geisler,
I'm writing to you because I am currently facing apologetics issues which I am having great difficulty overcoming. I've known of your writings for many years, and have your books,
When Critics Ask and
When Skeptics Ask, as well about 30-40 other books on apologetics. All my life, I believed in the inerrency and authority of Scripture, the biblical account of Creation and the Flood (YEC until recently), and most other traditional evangelical doctrines.
However, more recently, as I began debating atheists online, I encountered arguments I couldn't answer. Then, not long ago, I stumbled upon a site where atheists and Christians debate all manner of theology and related topics,
www.TheologyWeb.com. On this forum, I read of several accounts where former Christians eventually walked away from the faith, including one who had previously been steeped in Christian apologetics, having taught the subject himself at the university level. I started a thread on the forum attempting to find answers to all the issues this man raised (which led him to abandon Christianity), and I was unsuccessful in overcoming most of the objections.
After that online discussion, I started another thread entitled, "Former Young Earth Creationist, Now Confused Old Earth Creationist." In that thread, I explained the reasons that led to me adopt the OEC view, and that I was looking for answers in order to develop a coherent understanding of origins from the OEC perspective. This led me to Rich Deem of
www.GodandScience.org, a site that does a great job explaining (in layman's terms) how the day-age theory of Creation makes sense.
However, during this discussion, I kept hearing that OEC's almost inevitably end up becoming theistic evolutionists. This concerned me greatly, so I started a thread on the mathematical improbabilities of evolution (at the time, somehow overlooking the fact that theistic evolutionists don't have an issue with probability, since God would account for what is otherwise attributed to chance).
This discussion turned into a heated debate between theists and atheists - with over 400 responses and over 6,000 views. Several Christians and non-Christians began explaining the various processes of evolution and evidence to support it - most compellingly the DNA evidence, indicating shared ancestry between humans, apes, and chimps.
At that point of the conversation, I was referred to
www.ASA3.org, and watched Dr. Francis Collins' online video. As you probably know, he's the Director of the National Human Genome Research Institute and the author of
The Language of God. He's a devout Christian and a theistic evolutionist. What he shared in his online video coincided with what was being said on the forum. So I sent him an e-mail (below), asking questions about his views, particularly how we can reconcile the (supposed) history recorded in Genesis with science.
On the forum, many Christians are 'conceding' that Genesis may very well be mythical, rather than historical. (Years ago, I read a book by Donald Bloesch [published by Intervarsity], where he said this very same thing. I couldn't believe IVP actually published it, and called them to ask about it. IVP said they considered this view to be one that was within evangelicalism, and not aberrant theology, as I believed it to be.)
Now, it seems there are fast becoming only two major camps in this debate: 1.) Those who follow only Scripture, and ignore all evolutionary/old-earth science, and 2.) Those who study current scientific research and end up in a serious quandary attempting to reconcile their faith with science.
I find this extremely troubling. In fact, at this very moment, I feel as though my faith has taken a terrible blow, from which I am not certain I will recover.
Months ago, as I mentioned, I started into this tunnel by trying to counter arguments against Christianity (brought against it by the former Christian apologist turned agnostic). My inability to successfully counter his arguments hit me pretty hard. Then, when I ventured into the issue of origins, I ended up stuck between the alternatives of acknowledging science to the detriment of my faith, or denying science in order to uphold my faith.
Then I recently started researching atheist criticisms of Scripture and Christianity. I used to dismiss their arguments out of hand. But when I look at them at objectively, they trouble me immensely.
I know you're extremely busy, but I thought I'd share this information with you to see if you might have any insight to share on these particular issues:
Here are the links to the online discussions I mentioned:
"What About the Mathematical Impossibilities of Evolution?"
http://www.theologyweb.com/campus/sh...ad.php?t=80459
Here's the Francis Collins online video link:
http://www.asa3.org/movies/ASA2006C...720x480100k.ram
Before this thread, I had started these others on TheologyWeb:
"Former Young Earth Creationist - Now Confused Old Earth Creationist"
http://www.theologyweb.com/campus/sh...ad.php?t=84762
"Problems With Christianity: Skeptics vs. Apologists"
http://www.theologyweb.com/campus/sh...ad.php?t=81238
(This thread refers back to the thread where the former Christians describe walking away from the faith)
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