shadowman
October 16th 2006, 11:58 PM
I was a bad child, arguamentative, lazy, irresponsible, rageful, hateful, spoiled. My guilt caugt up with me. I started hearing voices. At one point i started thinking they were demonic. I thought i was a bad seed. I prayed to satan, i wanted divine answers, ten i thought i heard the devil and i tohught i heard voices telling me i was doomed, or that i had givin him my osul. One voice said can i have your soul another voice said yes.
I am a skeptic and free thinker. I think humans assert their own reality. But i have had a weird and freaky religious experience.
I know christians think that the "occult" (i used to think ALL faiths were occult, these days im confused) leads to destruction of the osul if one is not careful. I was into khemetic (egyptian) and chinese meditation, as well as yoruban music and spirituality. I love the world cultures.
But now i feel damned or lost. I know i was living wrong, and karma, or god, or mym ind, or something caught up with me.
what are the pagan thoughts on this?
maybe i pissed off the forces that be?
somethings you cant take back, and i caused my mother and father and family lots of anguish and sorrow.
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I am a skeptic and free thinker. I think humans assert their own reality. But i have had a weird and freaky religious experience.
I know christians think that the "occult" (i used to think ALL faiths were occult, these days im confused) leads to destruction of the osul if one is not careful. I was into khemetic (egyptian) and chinese meditation, as well as yoruban music and spirituality. I love the world cultures.
But now i feel damned or lost. I know i was living wrong, and karma, or god, or mym ind, or something caught up with me.
what are the pagan thoughts on this?
maybe i pissed off the forces that be?
somethings you cant take back, and i caused my mother and father and family lots of anguish and sorrow.
You are not allowed to post in theist only areas, Shadowman. Atheists and agnostics are not allowed to post in this area or other theist only areas. Please read the stickies at the top of each forum before posting.
Thread is closed.